my cat is plotting to kill me.

Republicans continued et all

http://pol.moveon.org/waronwomen/?rc=fb

HOW THE HELL DO THEY GET AWAY WITH THIS SHIT?

Seriously if anyone wants to start a revolution I am in.

Republicans Make my ass itch

http://www.salon.com/news/abortion/index.html?story=%2Fpolitics%2Fwar_room%2F2011%2F02%2F18%2Ftraister_speier_abortion

AKA mike pence is a mega douche-bag, misogynistic ass clown.

Why do extreme right republicans think the best way to deal with shit like say the economy is to find a group to target like say women or minorities and lay a huge bag of hateful bullshit down on them?

I especially love how they have brainwashed poor people to think they have their best interests at heart, "SURE big business will solve all your problems, don't worry you don't need lube for the ass raping and you can't get condoms or aids testing after because we have revoked funding, maybe we should just fuck your face instead."

I feel better. Much better.
I have had a couple of really great things happen this year.
1. I go my student loan paid off!
While I still do harbor credit card debt (of which I have paid half off while I have been unemployed by buying myself basically nothing), it was a great loadd off my mind to at least get rid of one of my debts.
2. I felt I was doomed to relive over and over the same situations only to find this is not true. A dear friend of mine was dating a woman (obviously crazy from step one) and she claimed that a psychic told her that his friends are destructive and he should rid his self of them and only keep her. I thought oh shit here I go again.
He told her to fuck off and found a wonderful woman who he may even change his *gasp* facebook relationship status for! (STAN DO I MEAN NOTHING TO YOU???)
3. The last few weeks I have changed the way I am taking my thyroid medicine and I feel AMAZING, normal even ;). I have been doing a shit ton of reading and found that some people have problems digesting the armour reformulation properly and that crushing the tablet and consuming cellulase along with the tablet cut in half twice a day may help. I have lost 3 lbs in one week while eating a shit ton of food.
It is pretty spectacular thusfar, I have even felt like exercising so I have been going on hour long walks. My complexion has improved and so has my mood. I just feel good. I hope it continues I have failed so many times with the thyroid shit I am about to give up and go on a hoho binge.
4. Our house is really coming along. I picked out lighting this week and door nobs. After we move in I plan on changing some of them out to those super spiffy crystal door nobs, I love them.

I have officially quit burlesque. I can not do it anymore. I love the girls in my troupe but feel like some of the other troupes are not exactly team players. I hate girl cattiness bullshit, I had to get out. The moment I quit I felt like a weight had lifted off my shoulders.
When my unemployment runs out this year I will probably have to hustle with massage and art to help my income because I doubt I will be able to find a full time job. The economy seems no better so at least I have david and the money from the Y. Once I pay the rest of the credit card debt off I will have nothing to worry about. SNOOCH

my head is about to 'splode!

I have decided to quit the weight loss pills. I was on phentermine. oh it works trust me but 1. you can not poop 2. you have dry mouth all the time.

so I have decided to do this the old fashioned way by working out and watching what I eat. I have been doing this for two months and I feel great but I have gained 7 pounds. I feel like drowning in a tub of tears.
I eat no processed foods and workout 2 hours every day. How the fuck is it even remotely possible that I gained weight?
I am following the p90x diet and exercise plan. I am so frustrated, I am afraid of being one of those people that have to cut out of their house.

for those that want to run without the unsightly tan

http://www.neutrogena.com/econsumer/ntg/productdetail.browse?segment=women&catId=3&subCatId=9&productId=525&target=/products/sun/ultimate-sport-sunblock-spray-85-100.jsp

100 SPF!!! I AM SO HAPPY! god bless target and neutrogena and andy and jenny. bless us all! every year I get a crappy farmers tan from working out. this will never happen to me again.

food enablers/ sabotagers

My first bitch is about the food people. Food people think that if you do not eat fast food or sugar or various other poisons you are depriving yourself.

You know what? Eat a cock. YOU ARE DEPRIVING YOURSELF! You are depriving your body of essential vitamins and fiber. You are depriving your mind of the stability that comes from a low sugar diet. You are depriving your life by maintaining your obesity and limiting your lifestyle. You are buying into the corporate propaganda that says in order to be happy you must have a happy meal, in order for food to be fast it must come out of a box, in order to get nutrients we must first strip food of its nutrients and then artificially add them back in with vitamins obtained from petroleum by products.

If you want to eat that shit I say go ahead, I won't stop you, enjoy. Hell I might even have a drink of soda now or then myself. BUT DO NOT ACT LIKE I AM DEPRIVING MYSELF BECAUSE I REFUSE TO PUT THAT GARBAGE IN MY BODY. It is my choice just like you driving through the mcdonalds drive through is yours.

suck it.